Its been a long time since i wrote, prelim is really robbing all my time away and killing me >< Even though i have been preparing for my math exam,i still did a terrible job..sigh. Felt really really disappointed with my maths progress and it dawned upon me that i have been slacking too much.Econs and General Paper were the only comfortable things that kept me going. Seriously Physics and Chemistry was a GG (Good Game) and i am prepared for the worst already. Recently i received a letter to go for ns assessment, at that time i didnt know it was for what purpose until one of friend told me that it was for commando OMG. Me commando?? never expected, perhaps is because i was too garang and ticked all yes for the last part of the amplitude test. Secondly, probably it was because i am in pes A and they can conveniently send me for the assessment. According to my friend, about 500 guys are chosen for the assessment.Not sure if this is true but i assume it is since that is what the presentation says. Anyway i manage to postpone the assessment coz it clashes with my physics paper 2,which is a good thing ;)
The day started with an amusing thing happening, and that is a kitten was supposedly camping outside my house door. My sister was astounded by the kitten when she tried to open to door as the kitten desperately tried to go in. While trying to go in,the kitten was purring non stop. My heart melted when i saw it but apparently it was obstructing us from going out. What if i opened the door? Would it have came in and avoided our clutches to send it out again? In the end,we were late for school because of this kitten and the broom actually saved the day.
Today happened to be a good day because it marks the finishing of all the paper 3 and 2 and i can finally take a breather. However, in the process of enjoying myself i annoyed my dad. I just cant accept the fact that he will go crazy everything he sees me use the com. I mean my sister can keep hogging the com and he doesnt say anything.The moment i use the com or rather "touch" the com he will start shouting like theres no tomorrow. O well..
Anyway looking forward to my ns assessment ;) either i make it or break it. I would have to disagree with those people who feel that they should avoid going in commando just because its super tough. Just take it as a form of mental and physical training which is beneficial for the overall mind and soul.
Never felt so sick before in my life, i really really hate tonsillitis >.< My fever keeps coming back thx to my sickening tonsils. I guess i have to remove it if it keeps recurring coz im affected by it whenever i am stressed,tired etc. My currently situation is quite bad coz my fever comes in the middle of the night and usually i will end up with this bad headache (feels as though my brain has been burnt).
Anyway i was quite upset that i am unable to turn up for school and disappoint Miss Yue. I was suppose to meet her to discuss about my academic progress and econs but thx to tonsillitis i am unable to go school coz everything that i do makes me feel tired. Guess i have to stay strong and cope with every single obstacle. On top of that,i think i should start loving myself and stop being too mindful about what everyone says about me. Staying happy with probably drive my sickness away ;) Actually i have already forgiven this friend of mine who wrote nonsence on cbox and am quite disturbed by what i wrote on the past entry. However i shall not remove it because it is directed at this pest who thinks its damn funny to do such things.
This post is dedicated to big mouth bitches and fat ugly pieces of shit who enjoy framing others on cbox. Just because i dun say much doesnt mean i won't do anything about it, u wan to be mean i can be 10 times as mean, trust me on that ;) I am sick and tired of people riding over my head just because i am nice.
Anyway was sick today, guess no one could tell =P kinda regretted not being able to make it for handover but was in a bad mood and shivering all over even though it was hot when i was at the clinic. I cant believe that sharing my thoughts and feelings can actually lead to so much consequences like false accusations. Guess i experienced the ugly side of humans..
Haven't been updating my blog because i was busy catching up with school work and loads of tuition. Regretted being unable to make it for CO handover,sigh.. regretted being such a loser in academics.. regret regret regret. Sorry if anyone was offended by what they saw on cbox, or maybe even entertained by it HAHA.
Cant believe i couldnt resist the temptation to skip lessons to go for lan gaming session when prelim is so near, guess i need to find someone to go study with. Had a bad headache for the past few days,probably becoz i did not sleep enough and i have been playing too much com >.<
Was happy that i manage to complete the ffr song "Flight Of The Bumberbee". Wahaha i sense imba-ness... wish i could play it on piano though. Anyway i figured out the chords for the tetris song and recorded my piano piece,yay! WYD global is getting boring after much grinding and that includes training my dragon pet which takes forever to mature -_-
Hello bloggy never write for v long le.. haha time to update. ;) Been trying to catch up with school work recently and realised that it was not as easy as i thought. I told myself i need to buck up and yet i am indulging in games like WYD (WIth Your Destiny) global. The best part about this game is it allows u to macro, so.. i can mug away and yet gain level o_0 bah..whatever.. anyway my math tuition teacher was a great motivation, i cant believe i actually do so much math homework. I really cant wait to learn hip hop from him after A levels, studying is lifeless man >.< my tuition teacher was from hcjc and is currently a senior engineer. The interesting thing is he dresses up like a salesperson and is so unlike the typical stereotype of an engineer lol.. i once took a ride in his "beng" car to town, he was like blasting hip hop songs to the max which is like so COOL. Enough of math,lets talk about physics :) my tutor went through interference during class. I never felt so lost before because the rest of the ppl in my class had done their work but i have not. It was terrible trying to concentrate.. i bet i look damn STONE eee.. i wish i could ask someone but i was too shy to :(
Recently my god bro told me something that was really serious. It dawned upon me that there is a price to pay for being careless and i should be more responsible for my own behavior. Hopefully he won't be traumatised by that incident anymore. There are some things that i wish to say to someone every week yet i cant do so due to dire consequences. I was very moody yesterday until now.. sigh probably my mum's nagging+mugging+emptyness in the heart made me feel so terrible.
Missed last night's co party, it was like so fun. Cant believe i actually sang in front of others when i was like hitting off key all the time lol, so embarrassing la. Big thank you to Darrell and his mum for arranging everything ;) next time play ladder instead of dota.
Time to head down to the gym soon to work out my flabby wobbling body instead of coping at home =P My tanning is halfway done abit more and ill get my desire outlook yay! Anyway to those who think that it is g@y to play audition then ur so dead WRONG, please lor there are older guys out there who plays audition. Bahh.. who cares what these ppl think, my finger reflexes pawn them and probably many other things that i can do that they cant -.- Note: think twice before u speak coz ppl r gonna remember u haha..
Bahh cant believe i wasted most of my hol,wake up steve *slap slap hah.. time to mug like theres no tmr. Sigh hol is gonna end soon and prelims is like so freaking near, hope someone can ask me out to study ^^ Anyway today was a screwed up day,felt so tired and confused i juz dunno why... suppose to go out with Jade but cancelled it coz i was feeling so exhausted and sian. As im writing this entry,i still feel confused i dunno why.. Anyway gotta freshen up for math tuition later, buck up stevie boi :P