Never felt so sick before in my life, i really really hate tonsillitis >.< My fever keeps coming back thx to my sickening tonsils. I guess i have to remove it if it keeps recurring coz im affected by it whenever i am stressed,tired etc. My currently situation is quite bad coz my fever comes in the middle of the night and usually i will end up with this bad headache (feels as though my brain has been burnt).
Anyway i was quite upset that i am unable to turn up for school and disappoint Miss Yue. I was suppose to meet her to discuss about my academic progress and econs but thx to tonsillitis i am unable to go school coz everything that i do makes me feel tired. Guess i have to stay strong and cope with every single obstacle. On top of that,i think i should start loving myself and stop being too mindful about what everyone says about me. Staying happy with probably drive my sickness away ;) Actually i have already forgiven this friend of mine who wrote nonsence on cbox and am quite disturbed by what i wrote on the past entry. However i shall not remove it because it is directed at this pest who thinks its damn funny to do such things.